Carpe Diem

I don't usually use my blog to rant, not in here, not in my personal notes. But today, after a 10 hour shift at the café, I just can't.... Lately I have been so annoyed by instagram stars. I follow several yoga persons and some influencers  like Amanda Cerny. So the reason why I have been annoyed with almost all is because they post stuff in their stories about how exhausted  they are after literally sleeping normally and only doing 1 workout for posting purposes and to make sure they keep themselves in shape. They are exhausted. And here I am, working 10-12 hour shifts as a waitress, then spending 1,5 hours in the yoga studio, exercising. And even I don't dare to say I am exhausted because I am CONSIDERATE towards people like nurses who are working 36-72 hour shifts at hospitals and don't have the energy to clean their house let alone go to do yoga. But hey, Jessica Olie needs to sleep more because all these travels have been terrible  on her skin... Well, I do...

I have been going to yoga every day in the past 4 days. Today is my day off, so I decided to go in the city and hunt down a new yoga mat. It is Monday, and I don't have a choice but take a break since the studio I go to only has bikram yoga today and I did it yesterday and you aren't supposed to be doing bikram a lot. It is pretty heavy on the heart. So I hunt down the new mat, do some stretching at home and call it a day. But who knows, I might go anyway. I have until 7 pm to decide, since the last class starts at 7.30. I thought that my only way to get back into shape was going training and running but honestly, I despise all those things. I like yoga and dancing. Both of those things are disgustingly expensive here in Budapest. But I committed since I do spend that kind of money on clothes all the time... yes. ALL THE FRIGGIN' TIME....... Lately I have made some minor changes to my life. I like to believe that those changes are positive and worthy of an adult woman...